Ode to sleeplessness

Here I am again, exhausted and out of my bed when I should be sleeping, shaking limbs causing unsteady keystrokes. I am so tired of not sleeping and I wish for the life of me that someone could finally figure out what is wrong with my insides. My digestive system is completely out of whack and I've lost 20 lbs in the last six months. Most who know me well, know my meager frame cannot really spare the poundage. I honestly think I look fine but my clothes are too big and I feel like absolute crap 60% of the time. I've had multiple tests run to no avail and I'm going to a different doctor for another batch after Christmas. I just pray he can finally find a solution so I can feel like a normal human being again...and eat a full meal without feeling sick...and get a good night's sleep for a change. Oh how I miss sleep.